Chill Jill

Everybody's got a choice. And everybody's got a life. You chose a life for your own sake and left me no other choice but to go away. I'm gone. Tables turned. I've endured the life you gave me so now I'll leave you a choice: Go away. Consider the fact you can never put back something that wasn't really there. Consider too that I can read you and the truth is you're still lying to me and to everyone else's faces!!!Note. I am super angry while typing this. Super angry I'm gonna push several Jacks into that well.

Happy Martian

I've never felt this tired and this happy. I was out on the road yesterday for some dental work. It's a part of my newly found ministry. Social work as my friend (Dustin) puts it. Does Allison do the social work stuff? Anyway, for surgery-loving creatures out there, I got something to say: Muliple tri-rooted exo and Odontectomy. *laughs manically*. I was the only student among the 10 dentists so they let me do all the hardest cases (ahem,ahem...independently *big grin*). I love my life so much. I got a pair of literally bloody hands. I now don't really care about the exhaustion and the back pain but I do care about the blood. Cool stuff. It suddenly made me want to live again. I am so happy,happy,happy. I shut up now. I'm so high. :)

Follow your heart, give a neuron

They said that memories are treasured in our hearts...I never believed that. Medicine said that the oldest cells in the human body are the neurons. Brain cells. They last a lifetime. We never really treasure memories in our hearts. Situations never make your heart swirl from all the confusion. The heart doesn't keep you up at night thinking and pondering. The heart isn't the one who mocks you and asks 'why?' People in the past never really broke your heart. It just so happen that you gave them a special neuron. A cell that lasts a lifetime. That's why we never forget.

Be Real: Fake, as I knew her

People often talk about themselves. But they prefer to hide their confusion and amplify on the good things. They navigate on this non-existence. They say, "I'm so strong" but when temptation knocks they easily and secretly gets lured. They say, "I'm real" but later confess for being the fraud that they truly are. They say, "I trust You, I rely on You" but when ripples emerge they immediately seek comfort from the wrong person...and from the wrong gender. They say their life is so good. Too good, almost perfect. But the truth is when you look at it, it's depressing. They fool other people. And they fool themselves.

How To Save A Life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life.

Lugaw is blessing

Masarap ang lugaw.

Lalo na pag maanghang.

Nakakaiyak sa anghang.

May dahilan na para umiyak.

Walang magtataka kung bakit ka umiiyak.

Walang magtatanong.

Alam mong matapang ka rin

May angking dunong na taglay.

Malayo-layo pa ang dulo.

Matagal pa ang brown-out.

Mabagyo ang daan.

Nakakahilo.

Alam mo na yon.

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