Note: I am avoiding to speak on FB or FS for the reason that I don’t want literally everyone to know anything. I chose only a few people to know my URL and it’s not like the world knows that superkeiii.blogspot exists. So I think I am confident to speak my mind to few readers only.
My mind is on a constant battle with my heart. There’s still that cloud hanging above my head. I know I can never make anyone change. I never had the power to do that to anyone aside from myself. Wanting to change is a decision but changing is a choice. The whole thing is like walking on thin ice and I’m sure I did my part well—to start again and be a better person than before. But at the end of the day, I took home a wrecked heart. I can never please anyone no matter how sincerely hard I try and no matter how many different ways I tried to tell you "I'm sorry, I love you", it will always be senseless. And no matter what I do, other people will always be more favoured than me.
But I learned something, a friend will never say something that will put your life on the pits. Instead, a friend will pray for you and tell you something God wants you to know—whether you're wrong or right.
Life goes on. Tomorrow will still be tomorrow. We can’t live dwelling on the past. Nevertheless, I won't say or do anything that I will regret after the rain clouds disappear.
